tugas ni berat

 Dah tiga minggu kelas start. baru semalam rasa macam bengang dan marah dan rasa letih. tak pernh aku rasa macam ni. yalah, mak aku cakap along belajar lagi dan dia berumah tangga. see.. the different. along buku tebal2... see buku aku pun 2 - 3 muka surat je blaja. aku jarang ade kat rumah , see.. aku memang takda kat rumah. aku memang pemalas see..aku hari2 naik basikal pi kelas 15km. ntah, yalah.. dorang kan lain. aku kan lain. masing2 ade tugas masing2.

sem ni blaja:
1. law
2. thermodynamics
3.hydrology
4. environment management
5. water tech.
6. meteorology

er, tak susah pun subject ni. best blaja. tapi... apa aku nak kata kat sini.. aku pi kelas, balik kelas. sometimes aku dapat apa aku blaja. tapi semalam... (=_=)"
aku tak boleh nak fokus. sebab aku lapar! UMT habis makanan kat fakulti. kelas aku dari pukul 10-11, 12-1, 2-5,5-6... aku lapar! aku nak tidor! aku nak ketenangan! tu sebab aku naik angin! aku balik umah aku sedih, aku memang takda mood dalam kelas.... sia2 je masuk kelas tapi satu apa pun takda. bodo kan?

balik rumah, takda orang nak faham. at least, orang balik rumah, aku dah siapkan makanan depan mata... takda la aku msg cakap nak buat GORENG PISANG je, suruh makan kat luar! aku nak nasik!!! aku lapar. aku jadi gergasi bila aku lapa. kalau naik kete tkpa... ni naik basikal. mana tahu hujan nanti. stuck sampai malam. tak pernah pikir lansung! aku tak solat asar lagi.. ku nak balik rumah...aku nak rehat. masak tak ikhlas. duk rumah je pun. herm... satu badan aku demam ...

It was never the biggest mistakes but ...

sad sabah. 2nd day

like i said to u Q, it was the biggest impact if somebody just left from my life. aku tak pernah nak mempertikaikan segala-gala yg Tuhan dah beri pada aku. i was shocked,alone,not prepare, (but i have to)

the first day in sabah was great. i met u. Qeena kedek2. Allah dah kabulkan doa aku untuk jumpa kau. kau sama macam dulu. =)

this holiday in sabah should be like, "best giler!". it ended up, sad, hurt,down graded (not actually this time of down graded)... yada yada yada.

how malukan island turn up to be so MEMALUKAN heart breaking?

MACAM MANA AKU BOLEH JADI MANUSIA YG SELFISH... aku terima apa kau cakap kat aku. 

arina, kene move on! semua orang ada life masing2. if aku ada masalah, can i call u? (see what i mean?)

aku tak boleh hold back I** like that forever. yeap. if she "throw me away", i just turn away.

thx qeena

she always with me, all the time.

now, there was empty spaces.
i cant fit anybody inside the void anymore.

it was really a short happy sad memory when i think of it.

she will always be the sweetest dream that i ever lived.

somebody come and go.

this "oyang" will never be replaced by anybody.

it still hurts,but what can i do.

i cant hold her back,she's got her own life

who am i,to stop her?

since day one, up until today...

i really share everything with this "oyang".

i always think that some day, this "oyang" will leave me.
i just know,
dont ask me.

this heart is broken into pieces.

who really cares,
ok i got u , u and Q.

to this "oyang"

JUST MOVE ON, I WILL NOT STOPPING U FROM CHASING YOUR DREAM.

thanks Allah for letting me know this kind-hearted person.

i owe u a lot "oyang".

thanks "oyang"