Saturday, 25 July 2009

er? dengar ape yg lelaki ini...

Rujuklah diri anda sendiri, dan berfikirlah sedikit berkenaan dengan pekerti lelaki seperti ini:


Dibersihkan kalbunya daripada sangkaan yang salah,

Dibersihkan fikirannya daripada angan-angan yang jahat.

Dipejamkan matanya daripada melihat kekejian.

Ditulikan telinganya danipada mendengar yang buruk-buruk.

Dipelihara lidahnya daripada memperkatakan sesuatu yang berlawanan dengan kebenaran.

Ia memilih mati kelaparan daripada diisi perutnya dengan rezeki yang haram. Ditahan tangannya daripada berbuat zalim dan memperkosa hak orang lain.

Ia tidak melangkahkan kakinya di jalan yang jahat.

Ia tidak mahu menundukkan kepalanya di depan kebatilan meskipun ia disalibkan atau tubuhnya dikerat-kerat.

Segala cita-cita dan hajatnya tidak dibawa ke alam nyata dengan melalui jalan kejahatan, kezaliman dan permusuhan.

Yang paling dimuliakannya ialah yang hak, berkata benar dan berlaku jujur.

Ia tidak kedekut terhadap dirinya dan hartanya pada jalan yang hak.

Dalam padangannya, yang paling dimurkainya ialah kezaliman, dusta dan khianat.

Ia tidak rela menggunakan sifat-silat ini dan ia tidak mahu memilih jalan ini disebabkan takut mudarat menimpa dirinya atau mengharapkan manfaat bagi dirinya.

Thursday, 23 July 2009

momor amor for u bebeh!

TO: MOMOR 19




FROM:KUSOWT


KARANGAN TAK SEBERAPA UNTUK RUMETKU CIK AMOR MCKENZIE


NAMEMU NYAH NADHIRAH MUSTAPHA

DITAKDIRKAN MENJADI ROOMATE AKU

ARHH...TAKPE ASALKAN AKU BUKAN MACAM PUAKA

NYAH, BIRTHDAY KAU 21 HARI BULAN KA?

MAAFKAN AKU...LAMBAT SKET NAK WISH APETAH LAGI SAMBUT

HUHU...ASAL NYER AKU NAK KENE KAN KAU...TAPI KITA SUME DAH CUTI MID-SEM APEKAN DAYA...

HOI! KAU JANGAN BERANGAN

KEGENDUTAN PERUT KAU AKAN TERSERLAH APABILA KAU KENYANG

TAKPA KITA SERUPA

APE LAGIK??

HA... KAU ADA UBAN, CUMA AKU TAK SEMPAT NAK KIRE JEK TIME TU.

MAAFKAN AKU, KALAU AKU RASE KAU DAH BERKEDUT,

U KNOW WHY, BECAUSE YOU ARE NINETEEN.

NOT A BABY NEMORE K GIANT.

KEDUT DI DAHI DAH NAMPAK, CUMA TONGKAT JEK TAK PAKAI LAGI.

KATA IELA, SHE LIKES YOUR HAIR-DONE

HAHA...NI TIME AKU KUTOK KAU...REDHA JEK KAN?

HMM...CAMNI AR KAWAN. APA2 PUN TERIMA JEK.

TAPI KAN, ALAHAI... KAU TAHU AR AKU, DON'T MEAN ANYTHING MASA SAKAT KO.

BOSAN DOW MASE ROOMATE TAK ADA.

REALLY!

HUHU...SEMPENA BIRTHDAY KAU..

AKU AKAN BAGI KAU KISSES AND HUGS!

MUAHX! MUAHX!

HAHA... WEYH KHUNSA...INGAT LAGI TAK?

KAU JANGAN KENE ALZHEIMER PULAK.

TAK LARAT AKU NAK BAWAK KAU GI YAK..


BTW...YANG KAT ATAS TU SUMER NEGATIVE SIDE

80 PERCENT OF IT IS YOUR GOOD SIDE GIRL

NOMORE GOOD GIRL GONE BAD OK?

JANGAN TERLAMPAU OBSESS DENGAN DIRI.

CIK MOMOR YANG OBSES NGAN DIRI...

HAHAH...BAGUS AR DARI OBSES NGAN TOT TOT TOT!!!

KAU CAKAP AKU ANTI-COUPLE EAH?

HAHA..NI AKU TERIME JUGAK.

BTW..NICE TO BE SINGLE THAN DOUBLE RIGHT?

JUST NOD JEK!

NAD YANG SUKE TIDUR PETANG

TAK SAH KALAU AKU TAK BALIK BERKOKOK KAN?

HAHAH..SORRY SELALU KACAU TIDUR KAU.

NI PON DON'T MEAN ANY HARM.

MOMOR SEBENARNYA PANDAI

TAPI MOMOR MALAS...

MOMOR,FUTURE KAU TAKDA SIAPA YANG TAHU MELAINKAN ALLAH.

HOPE KAU BERUBAH LA...

MOMOR YANG KIUT,

SEMPENA HARI LEPAS YANG MULIA ARITU...



BISMILLAH


PENDEK KATA:

  1. SEMUGA KAU SIHAT BELAKA,JASAD DAN RUH KAU

  2. SEMUGA KAU BERJAYA DI DUNIA DAN DI AKHIRAT

  3. SEMUGA KAU BERBAHAGIA DI SAMPING ORANG YANG KAU RAPAT SEKALI

  4. HARAP KAU TINGKATKAN AMAL SEBAB USIA KAU MAKIN MENINGKAT

  5. SEMUGA BERJAYA MENCARI ILMU YANG BERGUNA

  6. SEMUGA KAU MENCAPAI APE YANG KAU KEHENDAKI

  7. SEMUGA KAU DAPAT LAKI YANG ENSEM LAGI KAYE LAGI BERIMAN

  8. SEMUGA KAU DAPAT MASUK U SAME NGAN AKU (UTP LA TU)

  9. SEMUGA KAU MERONGGENG DENGAN PETAH

  10. SEMUGA PERkawanAN KITA KEKAL SAMPAI BILA2

  11. SEMUGA KAU DAPAT DUIT BANYAK REZEKI BERLIPAT GANDA

  12. SEMUGA HIDUP KAU DIRAHMATI ALLAH

  13. SEMUGA KAU CEPAT GENDUT

  14. SEMUGA UBAN KAU BERTERABUR

  15. SEMUGA KAU DAPAT BUAT HAIR-DONE YANG BARU

  16. SEMUGA ARINA BERJAYA DAPAT APE YANG DIA IMPIKAN


AMEEN.....



Tuesday, 21 July 2009

diari 26hb julai:terakhir kali

26hb 7 2009


huh...seminggu lepas ana rehat tanpa pegang buku. Nampaknya memang hari2 ana dipenuhi dengan ayat 'relax'. What ever it is, after ana kembali kat kolej, harap ana dapat teruskan lagi pembelajaran ana dengan harapan baru sebabnya dah 2 hari ana menangisi paper physics yang memang akan...dengan erti kata lain... failed. Betapa ana tak sedarkan diri ana...cukup tak dewasa diri ini. Patutnya ana tegar. Hmm... selain tu, ana dah start nak pegang gitar ana balik, kalau dulu si luncai tempat ana meluahkan kata... sekarang, ana harap ayat sedih ana akan terluah dengan gorengan gitar yg mengasyikkan.


Orang ramai kata, “sesuatu yang berlaku ada hikmahnya” termasuk juga dalam semua buku motivasi yang terdapat di pasaran dekad ini. Sementelahan, ana masih dalam kebingungan melampau. Argh! Ana hanyut dengan hati gelap ana. Harapan ana untuk menjadi bagus serta hebat untuk tahun ini... akan ana teruskan dengan rasa ngilu dihati. Ya Allah... berikan aku kekuatan untuk menempuh imtihan ini.


Lupakan kesedihan...kembalikan kegemburaan. Seeloknya, hari hari kita kena bergembira kerana diberi peluang dan nikmat untuk melakukan aktiviti. Misal kata, kita mampu bernafas... BERSYUKURlah. Ana kena cakap Alhamdulillah. Tiap kali ana snapping picture... ana dapat lihat kebesaran Allah swt... ana cakap Subhanallah. Kehidupan kita sementara je, ana taknak parents ana meninggal dulu dari ana. Ana nak jadi anak yg solehah kat parents ana. Ana nak jadi mujahidah. Ana try perlahan2... biarkan ana sendiri yang menimba ilmu Allah ni. Sebelum terlambat... ana nak sedarkan diri ana sebelum ana sedarkan orang disekeliling ana. Ana cuba taknak jadi jahat... apa2 yang terjadi biarkan ana tanggung sendiri sebab ana tahu ana mampu atasi semua keluh kesah gembira jiwa ana. Kita sebagai manusia hanya perlu bersyukur, apabila masalah melanda sebabnya...ia adalah satu nikmat. Nikmat yang orang lain dapat berbeza. Sebab kita special, fikir je macam tu. Mind setting adalah penting untuk psychology diri.


Pspm 1, ana taknak la dengar ayat FAILED, rasa diri ini macam jerk je. Apa pun yang terjadi tika ini... ana jadikan iktibar dan pembakar relung hati ana.

Sememangnya, ana tahu ana boleh. Kalau nak exam or nak seat for quiz, memang ana akan call parents ana. Tahu2 je, ayahanda ana cakap... “hani (adik perempuan ana) boleh je dapat jadi pelajar cemerlang, takkan kakbi tak boleh”. Ana nak juga rasa perasaan tu... ana dengan serta merta dapat satu injection minyak pelincir yg bagus untuk otak ana. Aduhai...(mane boleh mengeluh).. ana nak ubah attitude ana, bloggers tolong doakan yeah! Mungkin doa bloggers lagi cepat dari ana. Beribu2 malaikat ameen kan.


Ana rase, insyaAllah... jika ada kesempatan nak menaip... ana akan post yang baru. Cuma cuti ni..mmg banyak waktu untuk ana relaxkan diri ana yang agak kusowt kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain. Cume ana saja yang tak tahu aktiviti orang lain selain diri ana. Semoga kita berjumpa lagi di lembaran elektronik yang baru. Hope bg response yang memberangsangkan. Wassalam...

Monday, 20 July 2009

whom did u wanna date with?



At a glance


If u can see...in real life...if u'r dating a guy (common sense,im a girl instead) the first thing we,as a girl would think are...



  1. is he a Mr Wrong

  2. is he married

  3. he's got a gf..tonnes of gf?

  4. he's a workaholic etc

  5. he's a deadbeat

  6. he's a player

  7. he's a mama's boy

  8. lastly, soleh kew?? Mr Right la


Everything spinning around our head... thinking about the possibilities they will turned out to be those numbers. There're certain types of boy whom u attract and there're certain type of boy who are attracted to u. ok...as we see. We can't run from it, but prevent is better than cure.


Btw..there are some Ms Typed for the stalkers'2 to read and to ponder.


Okie dokie firstly is Ms Second Place. Ms second Place allows herself to be put in second place in her boy's life. She may be second to his wife, his career, or the worst his friends. This miss is really stup** to hang with this boy. Seriously weyh... she isn't a priority at all, she knows it, and the 'not interesting' is she lives with it. I really dont know what kind of girl she was into. Merana... lebihh baik berchenta ngan Allah. Better than hurting yourself inside out. I mean it. She has forgotten what a special person she really is, so she think she has to settle for second, when she deserves first place


then, Ms Sex Machine. She's settles for physical and sexual intimacy when what she really wants in a relationship and emotional intimacy. Moreover, she uses sex as a weapon to manipulate boy and get what she wants (except a relationship). She thinks that she can buy a boy's love and and attention, when all she needs to do is allow her great and her appearance to shine, and boy will want to know more and deeper than usual. Seperti selalu... kalau kita lihat, prostitutes are the best thinking. Please give me other brain-storming after read this post. Or better if I said, kalau rase macam ayat kat atas ni tak bertepatan dengan pemikiran antuna, boleh la bagi sikit idea.


Ms Soul Mate, She believes that life doesn't exist outside of dating, so she wants every man she dates to be (the one). She doesn't know how to enjoy dating a boy while it last and admit when the relationship has no future. One day she will find (the one). She just needs to take her time and wait for a boy who is deserving of her love and commitment.


***Bismillahirrahmannirahim.

wattoiyibat littoiyibin wattoiyibun littoiyibat


maksudnya: perempuan2 yg keji untuk lelaki2 yg keji, dan lelaki2 yg keji untuk perempuan2 yg keji (pula), sedangkan perempuan2 yg baik untuk lelaki2 yg baik (sebaliknya). Surah an-Nur:26


Ms Drama Queen, This Ms Drama Queen loves a challenge and like dating bad boys, unavailable men, and players. She thinks that love is supposed to be a challenged and is constantly pursuingdead-end relationship. That result in her being rejected. Hmm..maybe her life is so pathetic, I should have sympathy towards her because her life is her drama. She believe that she has to do something over the top to win a boy's heart, when....ALL SHE NEEDS TO DO IS BE HERSELF lolz!


Ms Bag Lady, carrries around a load of emotional baggage and let her emotions adversely affect her new relationship. Consequently, her boy would possibly think that this kind of Ms Typed having a mental problem. She lets her unresolved problems from the past ruin her present and future. In the mean time, she's been treated poorly, she doesn't realize how wonderful and deserving of love she truly is.


Ms Mom. she dates men who lives are under construction and she makes it her responsibility to solve their problems. When the things get worse, the boy getting too much baby scene, the boy will asked this Ms Mom to do everything cuz he knows that Ms Mom will do it. She doesn't know how to stop mothering her boy and let him stand on his own two feet. Instead, she needs to apply nurturing approach to her own life. Wake up la...he already has a mak, come on! All Mr right needs is a friend and partner.


Ms Anaconda

This women is the worst women ever. She kills her relationship by wrapping herself around a boy until she suffocates him. She smothers a relationship by being too needy too demanding, and too overbearing. She thinks she has to hold on to a boy like her life depends on it bcoz she doesn't know and realize that she is strong and smart enough to stand on her own. Magically, this Ms typed is manje enuf to think. Mengade2 ade lah esset utama. Lelaki yg cari masalah ade lah untuk wanita ini. Find that kind of trouble, u know how to solve it though.



This is the writing that I've been kiv it for a long time besides a story entitled 'the mayor' a sci.fi. type of story. I need the readers to give comments which person they were for the post above.


Thx ~perpetuity love from kusowt.


Sunday, 19 July 2009

snap2 cybershot


like.mild.no pitch black



have attitude. a girl and her sister. childhood that couldnt forget


look beyond our imaginary

after tired eating all the food...finally arrived at seri menanti. nice warm heart.

hari guru KMNS. melepaskan hajat by melepaskan belon ke udara


feel the nite. evening,sports...night?? think.


miss this time

hihi..in front of ester's hse

we are the champion. if u see


got attitude. everybody happy..

baby2!! im back...luncai miss my type

It was soooo long since I left u without *****....


yeah2...

I'm back. Sorry 'cuz “keep shh”.

Busy with all the exams that had no ---.


im kinda writing a story. Yes! As usual, no time no time bla bla bla....


with all the annoying work as a student.

Mmg sakit la.


As I know... I had just finished my ups...

mid-sem test

mcm sengal... physics paper is the worst of all paper that I have seated.


Habis je paper physics....i started to cry...

like I care what people said... dah tak kisah. I am in my own world. I cried in my room....like there was nobody in there. Dorang tak balik lagi. I felt macam uurrrghhh!!!!


u think that everybody like me....yg selalu emosi dan tak ske tunjuk pade orang yg kite ni mmg kuat nangis dan selalu bg tekanan kat diri sendiri takkan rase down sampai tahap lantai.

Cukup lah aku mengadu kat Allah....tp...

aku bukan nak meragui. Cume aku kadang kala manusia biase yg hanya tak nampak kebenaran kadang kala ingin seseorang dengar keluhan ni. Time tu...i still wanted my parents to hear me.


And lastly, after 2 days macam tak pergi kuliah (play truant) and skip tutorial classes. I managedd to recover all by myself. Macam biase.... how to overcome your stress

#bace al quran#



betul2! Never lie with all this.

Hidup kite berlandaskan islam... tenang sentiasa. org kate la tahzan... kite sendiri tahu, Allah sentiasa berada dekat ngan kite.

kite sendiri sedar...jgn dibiarkan kite hanyut ngan dunia...

skali kene jentik, dah marah-marah. cube fikir, kite diuji.. cakap je Alhamdulillah. tarik nafas and just teruskan kehidupan.


siapa yang tak stress ngan kehidupan kalau etika yg dah ditetapkan sebagai seorang muslim or muslimah tidak diambil pusing.


Hasbiyallah hulailla hailallah...

astaghfirullah....